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Sorry for being away for so long.
I was not busy.
My net wasnt down.
I was home.
But I didn’t update interesting things that i promised.
I was thinking thinking and thinking.
The decision of leaving was made long in September. But I was made to think and it took me 2 months. Then I finally decide after a month plus that I insist on leaving.
It wasnt as happy as it all along seemed.
People @ Mo-X (part 1- my beloved colleagues)
1st person:
I built a very good working rep-our with one of the colleague Ivy.
She thought me alot, she defended me when everyone look down on me, she made me who I am now, or at least made me a super fresh grad, haha.
My leaving hits her the most, and it hits me hard too.
Throughout the half a year, she became a sister to me, I mean an elder sis who is always there for me. WE are really good friends, more than colleagues, we have so much in common that people don’t understand.
Btw, People who only heard of her, this is Ivy—->
2nd person:
This is my best friend, NINI.
She was my polymate and she together with mimi(also my bestie) worked together at mo-x.
I was seated between Ivy and her.
She was a kind soul, she feels that everyone anyone has a good heart, and she always tries to stand in their shoes. That includes contractor.
So, she get bullied by contractor easily. It worries me sometimes to see the naivness of her, but at the same time, i envy that. I hope i can be like her. I am way too defensive.
She is a very bubly friend, she will act bimbo and stupid just to make you happy, I laugh at them, but I know..she is doing it cause it make us happy.
Btw, this is beloved silly Nini.—>
3rd person:
Mimi Lucinda. Nini’s twin sister. She is the older one, the mother in the office, the ever-so -caring friend. She’s also my best friend. I know the term “bestfriends” sounds abit too much for many people nowadays, but the minis sisters are truly ones the they give their heart to be your BEST friend. On many occasions when I am sick or tempermental, she’s been very patient with me. Like her sister, she’s very positive. She is now back in Indonesia (I miss her hell loads…but i didnt tell her). She will be facing a kind of life very different from what she had here over then ten years, and I really hope something will bring her back.This is my beloved mimi.
4th person:
Mr kenneth. haha. He was a very nice guy, a gentleman I would say. We girls always wondered whats going on in his mind. Sometimes we really hope we can load off some burden from him, he seems troubled even when he smiles lately.
This guy, has been a really caring one. He took care of all of us like younger sisters. He always makes sure we are safe, and will reach out to you when you are troubled. I really appreciated times when he accompanied the girls to stay, and stayed to talk to me to ease my mind. He will be a VERY good lecturer, i believe.this is him.
okay..I am ending the introduction here.
I didnt start off this entry wanting to talk about each of them, but i did anyway. I miss them hell loads. I had been so attached to them for the past half a year. It wasnt as happy as I thought leaving there. I am sad leaving there. I miss everyone. And I face other problems. I wanted the break to clear my mind, to know what i want and also to accompany my family and friends. But it didnt work out the way I want, I became more troubled upon the loose of income suddenly. I couldnt sleep well and I don’t know if I want to go back.
The bosses have pleaded me to stay, they pleaded me and willing to let me have my way! Was I too harsh on them to leave without giving them a chance? I used to say this is a job, and a job can be elsewhr. I doubt the pleading, I thought it was just something they do to keep me so i could work for them.
But am I happy leaving? this Qns eats me ever since the day I left.
I am still troubled.
Very.
