Deonthenotsomighty

Nah..I still haven get one, just trying to act as if i had.

butbutbutbut…I’ve been keeping a lookout for 1

These are the few i have picked—-

Option1: W660i
The back is sooo nice!!!!! but the camera only 2 mp…=((((
They only have this floral patterns for the red one…they don’t have it on the black one
   =((((((((

Option2 : W800i (best camera phone)
They got macro fuction in this phone!! I MOST PROB will still get this, though it has been there for sooo loonngg already, but the camera is still the best.

i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like i like!

LG PRADA PHONE!!!

DAMN CHIO.

The phone comes with a leather box and a leather case AND

a 256 mb memory card……….*drooooools.
But….i don’t think i can afford the phone….=((((

I think i can only afford the practical ones =((((((

Mimi is leaving VERY soon.
I am sad. VERY.

Ding and Ah Meng are goin China,
Xue Ni is leaving the same day as them.

Left me and Nini. Nightmare’s Gonna come SOON, VERY SOON. :’(

This post is quite random=(((

I said before, i will do a vector of him.

Went home alone.
It was late and not many people on the train.
I am feeling very helpless, drained out and lonely.
But, there’s no one by my side.
Everyone wants me to be there for them, no one is here with me.
Most of the time, I am alone, when i really needed someone.
Seems like i dun hold any priority in anyone’s heart.
I feel so lonely.
I so need a hug now.
I so want to cry now.
But there is no one here.

I always try to smile even when I am sad, cause, I am afraid people might think i am trying to get sympathy (maybe it has to do with my sec sch incident). I know i am not good at faking this but, people know, they can see that i dun want them to intrude.
I don’t cry easily in front of others and i don’t express how much i need people to be there for me, cause i always think they have better things to worry than worry for me.

But, there are times like now, that i really need….at least a shoulder to cry on.

This is what i usually tell myself-”It will be fine after tonight, tomorrow will come and you will be fine.”

However, it is usually the night that kills.

I realise my blog’s been quite sad.  ((((

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

))) i will keep smiling.

260407-200507.
i will miss you.
Time will teach me to let go.

Another journey.

孙燕姿- 隐形人

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温
好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼
我想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界
留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

舍不得。

I’ll remember.

Yesterday,
I was at your door. You kissed me goodbye. I left with disappointment.

That was the last time we touch. 

“我娶她，是因为我不能没有她。“ ~ quoted from the movie It had to be you.

Was watching this hk movie on channel U just now, casted by lin jiaxin and ekin cheng.

There’s this part in the movie where zheng zhi wei was dancing with his wife(imaginary, cause the wife is dead) . He was, at the same time, telling lin jiaxin and ekin cheng their story. He deeply regretted that he had not dance the last dance with her when she was still alive, cause he always thought, there is still time. It is only until she was gone, then he realise, and remembered why he married and loved her.

He can’t live without her.

I cried. I feel the pain.

If only this kind of love really exist.

This test talks about the latest self. And this is my latest results. IT IS VERY TRUE(for me lar..lol)

 http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a ‘way out’ but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).You are trying to improve your position and prestige – be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK – but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.

I may not be one who does uber swwweettt stuff, but i will try my best to be the understanding one.

I believe in you and I will pray for you.